Distance

Distance, gosh i hate that it plays apart here. Its been a year now since I felt this way. Nothing has change to be honest. The sight of you still brings a smile to my face, to hear your voice at times gives me goosebumps. Seeing you all dressed up from just jeans and sweaters to trying out dresses in the store will never ever stop me from giving me butterflies in my stomach.

To gain her trust, her friendship and supporting her throughout the year was never easy, especially from a far distance. To wait for her replies as she studies throughout the day could worry me at times and make me wonder "is there anyone else?". That wasn't the case at all, it was just negative thoughts over and over again. 

Who would have a thought in just a year, a lot of things have change. Different people, different faces. Different types of people, different types of disappointments. Yet I still see her being strong and independent, still smiling and being positive which really tells me how self love is crucial to everyday life.

All the pain, all the tears

Many nights, many years

I'll always wait for you

And to try my best to guide you through

Trust me when I say you're my pride and joy, even from a distance.

I hope you've appreciate everything i've done so far.

Like i promise, i'm still here, waiting for you

Always.